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so i am currently home form schoolland dieing of sickness. maybe not dieing, but im prettty sick.

we think i ahve pneumonia.

I need to go to the doctors later today.

and i still ahve to do all my homework.

but vacation was nice, i spent until wednesday avec jess, and on the 16th we went to JEW! and it was aewsome. and then everything else played out and that was fun too.

then i came homer, and got even sicker. and it wasnt fun. at all.

i'll try and update again soon?

<3 Tani

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

What's another word for desperate? [25 Mar 2005|05:41pm]
[ mood | Here. Join me. ]

Well you know how life is. Brings you up and drops you on your head like you're some sort of crab being broken apart and eaten by those evil sea gulls.

I hate always being a crab.Collapse )

Too many questions remain wihtout true answers. Too many questions make me think that I will always be here. Alone. To think that at one point I thoguth this would never happen.

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey Survey!! [19 Mar 2005|05:45pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

It's survey time.Collapse )

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[18 Mar 2005|03:04pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Okay so yeah, this week has been not so good.

And I still have not received my shirt from Pete. WHich makes me sad mad angry unhappy.

And I want to see teh RIng 2 tongiht, bu tno one else wants to go.. at all. So I think I'm not doing anything.

yep. I ahte school.

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

It could be a cold night for a lifetime. [12 Mar 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Okay so the past, so long, has been so not cool. on tueday night, i was up until 3 AM doing my history project. Thursday - I was up until midnight doing my engliush essay. Tuesday - I couldnt sleep. Friday afternoon @ 4 through saturday morning at 1:30 = sleep, and then more around 2 AM - 9 AM. That kinda makes up for it all.

Life hasn't been too fun. Guitar is aweosme for numerous reasons. The parker play was pretty good. I feel bad for the math team. They're not doing too well this year. THey need us big kids back.

this morning,. i studfied for about 4 hours cuz steve went all bezerk on me. NOt that he doesnt always, but he was like"YOU SHOULD BE GETTING STRAIGHT A'S!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH!" and i was like "it's not like im not trying my hardest!" and he was "YOU AREN'T! YOU CAN GET STRAIGHT A'S GO STUDY ALL DAY!" so i went downstairs, where there is no heat. there is actually no heat in my whole house, but that's another story. And i started studying. And i studied from like... 10:30 to 3. it was so fun you wouldnt believe. I sat there and studied.

And so now, they are out looking at refridgerators, be asue ours, again, has broken. So it's time for a new one because steve has finally figured that the one we have currently which is 23 years old is unfixable and it's time for a new one. jeez.,

my fingers are numb and it's hurting my joints to type. I'll update when we get heat back. The snow is snowing its heart out and its making me sick.

<3 Tani.

PS - I will never commit suicide. I promise.

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[26 Feb 2005|06:36pm]
Blink 182 broke up. </3. May they rest in peace. I miss them. But also Jess came up for a while in the past week and we did lots of stuff including concerts malls, adn stuff we also watchee tires explode, and had lots of fun doing everything ever. and talking. and being awesome. and throwing cups of chocolate milk at canadian plants. good times. good times.
1 Scream Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[19 Feb 2005|10:17pm]
never mind im not psoting pictures. being wicked lazy.. like usual.. maybe. but im on the phone wioht a very speical BFFFLLL

<33 Taniii
Rescue me, you're everything I need.

After laserquest comes the food hunt. [19 Feb 2005|03:47pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So today was TOM'S BRITHDAY! and everyone went to laserquest. I twas wicked fun. I came in 12th the frist game and 10th the second. I couldn't shoot the little kids. they blocked their sesnsors, and i couldn't see them sometimes. like i dunno. and it was wicked fun.

So i came home, and was beyond hungry. So I went to get food. and I got a popsickle. But it fell on the ground when i was like.. 1/3 of the way done. so then i decided to drink a lot of water. that didn't help at all though. SO i gave up on food. I kinda want to order pizza., but i can't i ahve no money to order it wiht.

So now I'm here. Last night was the HQN show, it was wicked awesome.
The crowd really got into it by like.. the third song. It made me really happy. and there were moshers. and i sat on teh winodw sill, and almost fell over every time ssomeone crawled under mey legs, that was kinda traumatizing.

now, again, im here. i want jess to come up,. and she must come up soon. i ahvent seen her since christmas. wahh!

i want to go to the mall.. and buy the vote for pedro shirt. I love that shirt. i love napoleon dynamite./ i neeeeeeeeed ot buy that movie.

Okay so id ecided to change some of the pictures i took during thanksgiving. so i'll post them lster.

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[18 Feb 2005|10:20pm]
I heard about what happened yesterday. I didn't know her, but losing someone is never fun. This is very unfortunate, and, even so I did not know her, I feel pain that she will no longer be able to be here with us. I know people who knew her. I know that she will never be forgotten.

According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[18 Feb 2005|09:57pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

The concert was so much fun.

I love HQN.

<3 Tani.


Rescue me, you're everything I need.

I was scared to death of eternity. [16 Feb 2005|11:54pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I jsut finished my herbal m,edicine lab report. I still ahve to study.

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

I can't fit your mold. [16 Feb 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Okay, so it's wednesday. Bio test was moved to tomorrow, so i ahve to study for that and i have to do the lab report. Plus, the pictures we took definitely are NOT ON THE SITE.

We had the english test today, it wasn't that bad. I thought it would be a lot harder. But I probably didn't do that poorly.


Math we have a test friday. It shouldn't be that hard.

History we ahve a quiz friday i believe.

I think this week is going prettyy well.

WE're having our first playing quiz in guitar on friday. Pages 6 and 7. I'm really looking forward to it. It's so exciting! Guitar will never suck!! Never ever. the best songs ever are played in that class.

hmm.. i think that's all. I don't know, maybe I'm in a really good mood recently. it's weird.

<3 Tani

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[15 Feb 2005|09:48pm]
I am currently having a small silverstein obsession. I don't know why. I think I like the guy's voice. Oh well.

i ahte complaining, it makes me angry.

but i do a lot of it since my life is very unfulfilling. blah. I'll suck it up.

P.S. - I think my parents are drugging me. I act way different than I did.. a year ago. It's scary.

<3 (the overly drugged up) Tani
Rescue me, you're everything I need.

These friends are, New friends are golden. [15 Feb 2005|08:39pm]
I ahve not updated in forever. My life has like.. gone downhill? My dad is wicked unhappy about my report card for second quarter. He's like "you should have started studying regularly each night" and I was like "but Studying doesn't help." and he was like "then YOU SHOULD BE GETTING STRAIGHT 100'S ACROSS THE BOARD!!" and i was lik e"as[pojasdflhfd,bfskjdf/asfda askja jhasioew sdf sdf" (jsut like that too.)

My favortie part of the day is basic guitar. It's so much fun. I thikn I really have a passion for guitar.

Notice how I'm updating. This is a miracle.

I've made like.. 2 or 3 new friends in basic guitar. that's why i love it. And obviously I am the meanest person ever, so screw you all.

Biology is the worst rgiht now jsut because of how we're doing the GIGANTIC lab report, and it's ridiculous. It's like... 20 pages/ I suck at this.

In social studies im looking forward to doing my project. it'll be drawing, and a lot of drawing, but I'll probably regret picking this project because of all the drawing. im so dumb sometimes.

math is mathy.

french is okay. Ms. fritz still ahsn't given me my candy from last... THURSDAY/. i want my candy. wahh. but hey, she's old.

english. don't get me started
Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[28 Jan 2005|10:03pm]
Yesterday was the JV meet. I got third in teh all-around. Congrats to me.

Today was another meet. WE beat our own top score. and also, the score we beat was the state record, so our now high score, is the new state record. we beat our own state record. woah.

i'll update later... maybe.

<3 Tani
Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[ mood | crazy ]

Mid years are over.

That's all.

I ahd a very interesting conversation wiht jess last night, that was about from getting a tape of the oc and then it lead to crying, tripping, homosexuals, and being hated. What DIDN'T happen at gymnastics?!?!

yup.. it was so weird.

Now - online shopping is the shit!

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

[11 Jan 2005|09:56pm]
[ mood | crazy ]



That is an amazing score. I hope we win states this year, that will makes my lifeee. oh how I look forward to the rest of the season. We have an aweosme team. ANd a lot of the other teams are really good too! OH IM SO LOOKING FORWARD OT IT! I CAN'T WAITTTTTTTTTT!

<3 Taniiiii

oh by the way - im on crack.. Telling everyone now. I think i've gone crazy serisouly. like, im off the hook, im like kevin when he doesnt take his medicine. except it's 24/7 and it's reallllly scary/

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

Speaking of gravity - it is getting me down. [09 Jan 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | cold ]

and i don't like my new background I mgiht change it. but that's not what this entry is about:

Yesterday was the High school gymnastics's team frist meet. It was agains woburn. we won. THey got 132.45 as a totaly schore, and we got 138.65, which apparently broke last years record of 138.6. So I think this year is going to be a realllly good gymnastics year.

Detailed play-by-play of yesterday morning/the meetCollapse )

Then my meet at montachusett in fitchburg was cancelled becuase of the snow. so it'l probably be rescheduled for some other time, im hoping soon. and not when we ahve a HS meet. blah, who knows. The only thing certain about the future is uncertainty.

<3 Tani

Rescue me, you're everything I need.

a feeeling/ [07 Jan 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Tomorrow is going to be yucky. I ahve two meets, count em one, two, and the High School one is in the morning. I have to be at the highschool field house by 8:20 AM. Which is too early for me to even function on a saturday, teh meet starts at 10. But everyone needs an hour to warm up events. So we need to get there as soon as possible to stretch. Anyways, blah blah blah, compete, come home around... 1? Eacha wicked quick lunch, and then I ahve to go to the Reading Gymnastics Academy meet. Which is at 4:30 in fitchburg. YUCK. ANd it's supposed to be snowing. so it'll take a wicked long time to get there. and I neeeeed to be there by 4:30. That's wehn everyone will warm up events. But We also need time to stretch and all, so blah. I'll get over it after a while. But I'm actually really looking forward to the day of gymnastics and all. Excpet for the point the my front handspring are super messy, and im almost not landing them. blah.

anyways, then I'll come home around... 8? 9? and i'll stay home and do nothing. maybe start stuff I don't want to do.. like homework. ick.

buT I hope everyone has a nice weekend.!!

<33 Tani.


3 Scream Rescue me, you're everything I need.

You're probably sick of being tired. [02 Jan 2005|03:52pm]
[ mood | content ]

It's the alst day of vacation, and I really am sad that it is.

I miss vacation already, and it hasn't even ended

I actually didn't see a bunch of my friends this vacation, which also makes me pretty sad.

But Isaw jess, and we ate choco-santas.

Oh well, it's been a good vacation i guess.


Rescue me, you're everything I need.

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